To the non believers in love you don’t know what your missing out on.

I have no friends, I have no lover. I feel like the lowest of low

Dear you,

I’m sorry! What can I say! I’m sad but I’m mad at the same time. I’m mad at you! Why do you have to be like this? I’m not a bad person! So the fuck what I told one fucking person. It was half my secret to. Don’t think just because your moms a bitch you think every girls a bitch. Just because your mom let you down doesn’t mean I will. I didn’t mean to. I honestly didn’t think it was that big of a deal. You’re an asshole for just thinking about yourself. I fucking begged for you to forgive me and you refused. I give up! You aren’t even a friend to me so why do I care so much if I lose you? Like fuck you!! I don’t need you! I’ve beaten myself up about it all day and no you don’t care you just like playing games. Well guess what I quit this game because you come out winning every time. I can’t believe I let you make me feel like complete shit today. Fuck you! And I’m mad at myself for not seeing it sooner. I should have known. I always know. I’m an idiot for thinking this would all work out. And you’re a fucking dipshit asshole! Good luck with your trust issues because if you can’t forgive me for this then you won’t ever be able to let someone in. Fuck you and go die alone for all I care!

#personal #anger #letter #need to let it out

I always mess up and I don’t understand why

“Remember, life is a journey. If you got everything you wanted all at once there’d be no point to living. Enjoy the ride, and in the end you’ll see these “set backs” as giant leaps forward, only you couldn’t see the bigger picture in the moment. Remain calm, all is within reach; all you have to do is show up everyday, stay true to your path and you will surely find the treasure you seek.”
– Jackson Kiddard (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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